Colorful rainbow

Rainbow is pretty right? and why is that? because it consists of 7 different colors. Just imagine a rainbow with only one color or two color. It looks fine but it wont be as pretty as the real rainbow. Basically, anything that are colorful are beautiful. When it comes to friendship, it is also beautiful when we never discriminate or when we never act choosy who we want to be friends with. Theres no such thing as you cant be friends with the one that have an opposite interest from you.

Sometimes i dont get it why some people asked me, why i become friends with that girl? and that girl? and that girl? why why why. And i said back, why not? wuts wrong? To me, a group of friends with different personality is amazing. Its beautiful. It shows that we can still connect to each other despite the differences.

I dont judge my friends. I never interupt their personal life. But why they have to do that to me? i dont get it why they have to make our differences as a barrier. Wouldnt it be nice if we can just ignore it and just be friends? If im pink and you're blue, why cant we be friends? It will look nicer right? Just like this colorful heart shape.

P/s : Treat people nicely and if they still throw shitz at you, then they are pathetic. I appreciate colors in my life, and if u dont, then shame on u.... Lets be friends :)

Deejay Wanie Harun

Guess where i am right now? Im in the studio. Yep, officially on air for IIUM FM. Today, aku on air from 2 to 5 pm. 3 hours terus aku belasah! haha. I've juz started my practical for one week and i love every second of it. At least for now. First day mmg aku agak skeptical about working in uia. But after Sir Johanni explained everything, i taught why not i enjoy it. It sounds like fun and it really was. Firstly kitorg blajar how to prepare news, traffic report and weather report as well. Not that hard actually once when u get used to it.

Then Sir Johanni asked us to prepare a capsule for the radio program. So we prepared poems, quotes, tips and so on for the capsule. Really enjoyed it. For now, aku juz amik poems directly from the internet then i recorded it again and add background music to go with it. It sounds great. Credits to myself. Haha, perasan!

Then, Sir johanni said that its time for us to go on air. Live! Surprisingly, of all people, he appointed me to be the first to go on air. Mmg aku kecut perut! Time tu i only got 1 hour left to prepare the script! Juz imagine! Time tu smua org kluar lunch, aku sorang duduk dlm studio preparing the scripts and choose the songs. My hand was sweating. My heartbeat dah mcm drum! Mmg shivering giler la. But lepas skali ckp, terus ok. Its not that hard la. By now, aku dah biase dah. X takut lansung. Bring it on! x de hal!! hahaha ;p

Lagu2 yg suppose bole main kat uia ni kene yg ade unsur islamic tapi aku belasah je. Love songs pon aku play je. But x la yang ade all bad words tu kan. Kalau smua nak lagu islamic and lagu nasyid je, mmg jadi macam ikim la. Sape nak dgr?? I bet, mmg no one will listen to it. But its hard to convince all of the lecturers to open up their mind. Haish... Hopefuly it wil be okey.

p/s : All the songs yg i choose really awesome. Love it! Malay ade english pon ade. Dulu ada, skrg pon ada. Baru la balance.... ;p

Judgemental

I believe that no one liked to be judged. But we judged others most of the time. We keeps saying that we dont care about what other people think of us but when u know that there's someone who is saying bad stuff about you, you throw tantrums to them. And why is that?

I know its hard to not be judgemental at all cause you just cant help it. Sometimes when u saw a stranger walked past you, and you tend to looked at what they wear and judge them. Sometimes it tooks more then a piece of clothes to read about people. What are the things that u can say about those who wear killer high heels? And what are the things that u can say about those who wear a tudung? Never judge people based on the cover peeps. Looks can be very deceiving. Clothes is nothing and it doesnt portrays what is inside the heart. You can never read whats inside those clothes. It might be the worse that u can never imagine. Trust me.

I've known lots of people. And i've tried to not be a judgemental. I tried to be friends with everyone and not based on what they wear. I just hate it when people kept asking me why i became friends with them. Whats wrong? Just because we wear different clothing, doesnt mean we cant be friends. Doesnt mean that we have nothing in common. As long as they know how to treat me right then whats the problem?

Sometimes those who you think is like an angel can be your worse enemy. Those who you trust the most can betray you just in a blink of en eye. But we have no power to read peoples mind and their heart. The least we can do is dont judge people from the outside. It may look ugly from the outside but it may be one hell of a beautiful heart inside that is covered underneath that ugly clothes. Just be friends with everyone. Its easier that way rather then judging sumone as if like we're good enough.

Cosa dinner

Last month, i went to Cosa dinner in Crystal Crown Hotel. Dinner ni special for all communication students especially for those who are graduating this year. So, of course i wont miss it. In fact, probably this will be my last dinner as a student cause i dont know yet if i want to continue my study or not. And, lagi best cuz aku dapat convince kan syaza to join me jgk. Double the fun! Although some of my other friends couldnt make it, but i admit, i had a blast that night. Pictures speaks louder. Hehe.

This is me looking stunning as always. Ahahaha perasan! Tema malam tu elegant so, baju harus lah nak bling bling kan. Hehe.

This is me and Citra. Her boyfriend performed that night singing The Fray How to save a life and he has a pretty nice voice. Suppose Syaza pun nak perform jgk but x bole cuz its UIA. Duh! But too bad, x dapat nak lepak dgn Citra lama sket cuz she has to go back earlier with him. Sempat la jgk snapped few pics with her :)

Ni dia cik Syaza kita yang paling macam diva that night. Fake eyelash dia asyik nak tanggal je. I think 3 times kot dia pegi toilet to lekat balik bulu mata dia. Haha. lawak ok!!

This is me with Echah and Amni. Diorg ni classmate aku for most of my specialize subject. Kalau aku duduk sebelah diorg ni asyik nak gelak je. Especially bile tgk si Amni ni menari. Bole tahan beb! Hehe. They look pretty too that night :)

This is the last photo before kitorg balik. Rase mcm x nak balik pun ada. Gambar ada banyak lagi kat facebook but malas nak upload smua kat sini. Haha. Overall, i had fun. The food was nice, the performance was great but it will be better if those who didnt come, join us that night. I mean its once a year and i dont care if i have to pay rm60 for it. Its worth it!

Alif Ashraf

This semester i registered for video production class and as expected we have to prepare a video. X kisah la Public Service Announcement ke, music video, drama, anything la janji video so my group pilih nak buat Public Service Announcement about the orphanage. We collect some donations from the students and lecturers. Last 2 weeks, we went to Rumah Amal Siraman Kasih in Kepong to shoot the video. At first mmg malas gile nak g sana cuz agak jauh. But when i arrived there and when i looked at their cute faces, mcm nak peluk je semua. Anyway, here's some of the picture taken :

This is my group with the owner of Rumah Amal and that little girl there is my friends sister. She can act really well. In this video, aku berlakon jadi orang kaya yang visit diorg ni. But based from this picture, macam x cukup kaya pun. Hehe.

This is Alif Ashraf. Of all the kids yang ade kat sana, budak ni la yang paling aku minat. Look at him. He is such a cute boy! Happy je. Always smile to the camera when i snapped a picture of him. Ade setengah budak tu at first malu2 bila jumpa strangers but budak ni x de. Terus okey je.

Adorable kan? I know. We spent time kat sana about 3 hours jgk la and everyone was so nice to us. They gave full cooperation to us. Thank god cause that made everything easier! Bila semua dah selesai, we wrapped up and headed home. Had a great time there with the kids! Never knew that i can enjoy meeting with strangers this much!

Friendship

Life will be so much better without any jealousy. But at the same time, jealousy is good to motivate yourself. When it comes to friendship, jealousy is very dangerous. It could ruin everything and doesnt give you any good. I've experience it. I admit, i do get jealous with my friends. I envy their looks, i envy about what they have and what they got. And i know that some of my friends are jealous of me too. Trust me, i know it no matter how hard they try to cover.

I just love to have lots of friends. Sharing moments, laugh and tears together is just amazing. Its good to have friends around you and knowing that they love you. But sometimes u have no idea what they really feel inside. Thats the interesting part about friendship. U get jealous easily and after that u can still be friends with them.

We just need to control our jealousy. We have to cuz if not, we might end up alone without any friends to spend time with. We should just accept who we are and accept what we got. If our friends are better then us, maybe we should just say to ourself that its a matter of time before we got that too so be patience. Maybe its just their luck and we never know what tomorrow might brings. But still, no matter what, i love all of my friends! They put colors in my life and i love every color of it! Friendship never dies. You know who u are :)

Memories stay

So many things happened to me the last few weeks. Im so busy right now with mid terms, quizzes and stuff. Basically regular things every students have to go through. Assignments sentiasa bertambah and just went i taught my work is done, ade je lagi kerja yang bertambah nak kene buat. But no choice, this is my final year and what a waste if i dont do my best right?

Been lost a few days. Sometimes i dont recognized myself anymore and sometimes i feel like a new me which can be pretty good and pretty bad at times. I'll be 23 this year and i cant help but think what have i done so far? Any new things occured to me? Any new things i expereinced? Hell lot and boy, i never taught that i can be this kind of person back when i was in school time. I taught wanie will always be wanie but i was wrong. I've changed. But i guess, that is the things that u have to go through with every year when you're getting older.

I know that in the next 10 years when i read back my blog, i know what im writing about. As i say, pictures gone, memories stay. U cant rewind the time and all u have is the memories. If u suffer short term memory loss then its your lost! Hehe.

I love how our memories worked. Its pretty amazing when u can recall back what happened to you when u were young even its like a thousand years ago. Org cakap, once u turned 4yrs old, thats the time u can actually remember things. Aku pon ingat jgk ape aku buat dulu zaman kecik2. Haha! Shhhh....

p/s : trying to relax now and suddenly i enjoyed listening to Broery Marantika. Soothing.....