Ole ole ole!!!

Hello everyone! its been awhile since the last time i update my blog. Been busy with my practical training and i dont know what to blog about but.... since now, is the world cup fever, i have so many things to tell u. Hehehe. First of all, im a loyal fan of England of course. Always was and always will! Im a bit frustrated that my man, Michael Owen didnt join it this time but its okey. England still have Rooney, Aaron, Lampard, Terry and Gerrard.

Im a bit disappointed when i watched the two games. Especially England vs Algeria. Man, not even one goal! But its ok. Tonight England will play against Slovenia. Many people predicted that England will go down tonight but im still gonna watch it! hopefuly they will win big tonight! Miracle do exist huh? ehehehe

World cup is only 4 years once so when the time has finally come, all football lover are so excited about it. They dont mind to stay up late at night just to watch their favorite team play. Including me. Especially im doing my practical now and i have some time to watch it at night.

I still remember the first time i actually watched it. It was in 2002 and i was 15 that time. Actually im not a big fan of football actually but i still remember what makes me like it until now. On that time, im still dating with my ex boyfriend and he's my first boyfriend. His name is Haziq. We usually see each other at the MPPJ national library. That was like our official spot to date. Nerd!! hahaha. Then obviously when i was there, i never study. I mean not all the time. So, when the World cup was on tv live, me and haziq and some of his friends and my friends went to the cafe to watch it together. At first i just followed them without any intention to actually watch it but later, i find it very exciting to watch. So that was the first time i support England and Michael Owen.

The next world cup was on 2006 and i was 19 that time. I was still studying in matric uia that time. And i still remember the final match, Italy vs France was at night and the next day is the first day of new semester. That night i was in matric and i taught i will miss it cuz theres no way the cafe will still open at 2 in the morning. So, feeling frustrated that i cant watch the final game, i went to sleep. Then one of my roomate woke me up in the middle of the night and she said that people are watching the game at the field from the big screen. I jumped from my bed, wore my jubah and tudung and i grabbed the newspaper for me to seat, then i went to the field. Theres like hundreds of student there sitting and enjoying the game and too bad i missed the first half but its better than nothing right? So i sat there with Azah, my roomate and we both support France and that was the time when Zidane headbutt incident happened during the extra time. It was loud and its getting wild when Italy finally won the World cup. Everyone are jumping and running like crazey! It was fun! i still remember it until now!

And now the world cup has finally come again and believe it or not im 23 now! Argh, im old! if only the world cup is an annual event! hahaha! so the next time when i watch it, i'll be......27? damn u numbers! This year, no Owen, no Beckham, no Ferdinand. Shit lah! but i still watched it and im excited to watch it tonight.

Speaking of that, damn i hate it when people telling me that im too childish to watch football that i only watch it just to see all the hot player. So wut? who are they to tell me what i can do and what i cant? Yes, i admit that i dont know anything about football. Zero knowledge about the game. The things that makes me love to watch it because of the quality time that we can spend together with family and friends when we watch it. I love the environment when everyone are excited about it. The fact that people are willing to wake up at night to watch it. The anxious feeling when u watched it. Thats why i like it. So screw u people who said that. Like u are so pro to talk about it. Oh yeah, i cant wait to see Brazil lose this time! hahahahahah

p/s : Finger cross! England do your 'Thang!'

Diary

Last night, i got nothing else to do but im not sleepy yet. So, i decided to read my old diaries. I mean really old. As early as im 14 years old. So, basically diary tu dah almost 10 years. Mase baca tu ade la gelak sorang2 cuz teringat balik zaman jahilliyah. So many funny things happened that i jotted it down. But one thing that i hate when i read my diary is, it reminds me back of how stupid i am.

Ive done lots of stupid things years back when i was teenager. Sometimes i cant accept it and i wish i can go back to that time. And when i read back all my resolutions, i end up crying like hell cuz most of it never happen although im almost 23 yrs old now. I got goosebumps when i read it. I feel like it was yesterday everything happened. Time is running so fast i didnt realize it.

Sedih sgt bila life yg kita nak sgt when we're not teenagers, kita x dpt. I taught life will be so much better when we get older. Thats what i taught when i was teenagers. When i was in school. I said to myself, its okey. My life will be better any years from now. Its not like im not happy with what i have achieved so far but i feel like there are lots of things i didnt accomplish and i dont think i can anytime from now. Hmm, how?

I wanna play the guitar, the piano, the drum. Hmm, but i blamed myself. Aku ni nak mcm2 but i dont wanna work for it. Hmm, thats why la. Kalau betul2 nak, sure i'll work for it but aku ni kuat berangan je. How? But one thing for sure yang paling aku nak, aku nak travel all around the world but wheres the money la?? duit x de?? sape nak belanje? haha.


P/s : My diary collection dah bole buat library. Bila baca, seronok ada, sakit hati pun ada.....

Colorful rainbow

Rainbow is pretty right? and why is that? because it consists of 7 different colors. Just imagine a rainbow with only one color or two color. It looks fine but it wont be as pretty as the real rainbow. Basically, anything that are colorful are beautiful. When it comes to friendship, it is also beautiful when we never discriminate or when we never act choosy who we want to be friends with. Theres no such thing as you cant be friends with the one that have an opposite interest from you.

Sometimes i dont get it why some people asked me, why i become friends with that girl? and that girl? and that girl? why why why. And i said back, why not? wuts wrong? To me, a group of friends with different personality is amazing. Its beautiful. It shows that we can still connect to each other despite the differences.

I dont judge my friends. I never interupt their personal life. But why they have to do that to me? i dont get it why they have to make our differences as a barrier. Wouldnt it be nice if we can just ignore it and just be friends? If im pink and you're blue, why cant we be friends? It will look nicer right? Just like this colorful heart shape.

P/s : Treat people nicely and if they still throw shitz at you, then they are pathetic. I appreciate colors in my life, and if u dont, then shame on u.... Lets be friends :)

Deejay Wanie Harun

Guess where i am right now? Im in the studio. Yep, officially on air for IIUM FM. Today, aku on air from 2 to 5 pm. 3 hours terus aku belasah! haha. I've juz started my practical for one week and i love every second of it. At least for now. First day mmg aku agak skeptical about working in uia. But after Sir Johanni explained everything, i taught why not i enjoy it. It sounds like fun and it really was. Firstly kitorg blajar how to prepare news, traffic report and weather report as well. Not that hard actually once when u get used to it.

Then Sir Johanni asked us to prepare a capsule for the radio program. So we prepared poems, quotes, tips and so on for the capsule. Really enjoyed it. For now, aku juz amik poems directly from the internet then i recorded it again and add background music to go with it. It sounds great. Credits to myself. Haha, perasan!

Then, Sir johanni said that its time for us to go on air. Live! Surprisingly, of all people, he appointed me to be the first to go on air. Mmg aku kecut perut! Time tu i only got 1 hour left to prepare the script! Juz imagine! Time tu smua org kluar lunch, aku sorang duduk dlm studio preparing the scripts and choose the songs. My hand was sweating. My heartbeat dah mcm drum! Mmg shivering giler la. But lepas skali ckp, terus ok. Its not that hard la. By now, aku dah biase dah. X takut lansung. Bring it on! x de hal!! hahaha ;p

Lagu2 yg suppose bole main kat uia ni kene yg ade unsur islamic tapi aku belasah je. Love songs pon aku play je. But x la yang ade all bad words tu kan. Kalau smua nak lagu islamic and lagu nasyid je, mmg jadi macam ikim la. Sape nak dgr?? I bet, mmg no one will listen to it. But its hard to convince all of the lecturers to open up their mind. Haish... Hopefuly it wil be okey.

p/s : All the songs yg i choose really awesome. Love it! Malay ade english pon ade. Dulu ada, skrg pon ada. Baru la balance.... ;p

Judgemental

I believe that no one liked to be judged. But we judged others most of the time. We keeps saying that we dont care about what other people think of us but when u know that there's someone who is saying bad stuff about you, you throw tantrums to them. And why is that?

I know its hard to not be judgemental at all cause you just cant help it. Sometimes when u saw a stranger walked past you, and you tend to looked at what they wear and judge them. Sometimes it tooks more then a piece of clothes to read about people. What are the things that u can say about those who wear killer high heels? And what are the things that u can say about those who wear a tudung? Never judge people based on the cover peeps. Looks can be very deceiving. Clothes is nothing and it doesnt portrays what is inside the heart. You can never read whats inside those clothes. It might be the worse that u can never imagine. Trust me.

I've known lots of people. And i've tried to not be a judgemental. I tried to be friends with everyone and not based on what they wear. I just hate it when people kept asking me why i became friends with them. Whats wrong? Just because we wear different clothing, doesnt mean we cant be friends. Doesnt mean that we have nothing in common. As long as they know how to treat me right then whats the problem?

Sometimes those who you think is like an angel can be your worse enemy. Those who you trust the most can betray you just in a blink of en eye. But we have no power to read peoples mind and their heart. The least we can do is dont judge people from the outside. It may look ugly from the outside but it may be one hell of a beautiful heart inside that is covered underneath that ugly clothes. Just be friends with everyone. Its easier that way rather then judging sumone as if like we're good enough.

Cosa dinner

Last month, i went to Cosa dinner in Crystal Crown Hotel. Dinner ni special for all communication students especially for those who are graduating this year. So, of course i wont miss it. In fact, probably this will be my last dinner as a student cause i dont know yet if i want to continue my study or not. And, lagi best cuz aku dapat convince kan syaza to join me jgk. Double the fun! Although some of my other friends couldnt make it, but i admit, i had a blast that night. Pictures speaks louder. Hehe.

This is me looking stunning as always. Ahahaha perasan! Tema malam tu elegant so, baju harus lah nak bling bling kan. Hehe.

This is me and Citra. Her boyfriend performed that night singing The Fray How to save a life and he has a pretty nice voice. Suppose Syaza pun nak perform jgk but x bole cuz its UIA. Duh! But too bad, x dapat nak lepak dgn Citra lama sket cuz she has to go back earlier with him. Sempat la jgk snapped few pics with her :)

Ni dia cik Syaza kita yang paling macam diva that night. Fake eyelash dia asyik nak tanggal je. I think 3 times kot dia pegi toilet to lekat balik bulu mata dia. Haha. lawak ok!!

This is me with Echah and Amni. Diorg ni classmate aku for most of my specialize subject. Kalau aku duduk sebelah diorg ni asyik nak gelak je. Especially bile tgk si Amni ni menari. Bole tahan beb! Hehe. They look pretty too that night :)

This is the last photo before kitorg balik. Rase mcm x nak balik pun ada. Gambar ada banyak lagi kat facebook but malas nak upload smua kat sini. Haha. Overall, i had fun. The food was nice, the performance was great but it will be better if those who didnt come, join us that night. I mean its once a year and i dont care if i have to pay rm60 for it. Its worth it!

Alif Ashraf

This semester i registered for video production class and as expected we have to prepare a video. X kisah la Public Service Announcement ke, music video, drama, anything la janji video so my group pilih nak buat Public Service Announcement about the orphanage. We collect some donations from the students and lecturers. Last 2 weeks, we went to Rumah Amal Siraman Kasih in Kepong to shoot the video. At first mmg malas gile nak g sana cuz agak jauh. But when i arrived there and when i looked at their cute faces, mcm nak peluk je semua. Anyway, here's some of the picture taken :

This is my group with the owner of Rumah Amal and that little girl there is my friends sister. She can act really well. In this video, aku berlakon jadi orang kaya yang visit diorg ni. But based from this picture, macam x cukup kaya pun. Hehe.

This is Alif Ashraf. Of all the kids yang ade kat sana, budak ni la yang paling aku minat. Look at him. He is such a cute boy! Happy je. Always smile to the camera when i snapped a picture of him. Ade setengah budak tu at first malu2 bila jumpa strangers but budak ni x de. Terus okey je.

Adorable kan? I know. We spent time kat sana about 3 hours jgk la and everyone was so nice to us. They gave full cooperation to us. Thank god cause that made everything easier! Bila semua dah selesai, we wrapped up and headed home. Had a great time there with the kids! Never knew that i can enjoy meeting with strangers this much!