Friendship

Life will be so much better without any jealousy. But at the same time, jealousy is good to motivate yourself. When it comes to friendship, jealousy is very dangerous. It could ruin everything and doesnt give you any good. I've experience it. I admit, i do get jealous with my friends. I envy their looks, i envy about what they have and what they got. And i know that some of my friends are jealous of me too. Trust me, i know it no matter how hard they try to cover.

I just love to have lots of friends. Sharing moments, laugh and tears together is just amazing. Its good to have friends around you and knowing that they love you. But sometimes u have no idea what they really feel inside. Thats the interesting part about friendship. U get jealous easily and after that u can still be friends with them.

We just need to control our jealousy. We have to cuz if not, we might end up alone without any friends to spend time with. We should just accept who we are and accept what we got. If our friends are better then us, maybe we should just say to ourself that its a matter of time before we got that too so be patience. Maybe its just their luck and we never know what tomorrow might brings. But still, no matter what, i love all of my friends! They put colors in my life and i love every color of it! Friendship never dies. You know who u are :)

Memories stay

So many things happened to me the last few weeks. Im so busy right now with mid terms, quizzes and stuff. Basically regular things every students have to go through. Assignments sentiasa bertambah and just went i taught my work is done, ade je lagi kerja yang bertambah nak kene buat. But no choice, this is my final year and what a waste if i dont do my best right?

Been lost a few days. Sometimes i dont recognized myself anymore and sometimes i feel like a new me which can be pretty good and pretty bad at times. I'll be 23 this year and i cant help but think what have i done so far? Any new things occured to me? Any new things i expereinced? Hell lot and boy, i never taught that i can be this kind of person back when i was in school time. I taught wanie will always be wanie but i was wrong. I've changed. But i guess, that is the things that u have to go through with every year when you're getting older.

I know that in the next 10 years when i read back my blog, i know what im writing about. As i say, pictures gone, memories stay. U cant rewind the time and all u have is the memories. If u suffer short term memory loss then its your lost! Hehe.

I love how our memories worked. Its pretty amazing when u can recall back what happened to you when u were young even its like a thousand years ago. Org cakap, once u turned 4yrs old, thats the time u can actually remember things. Aku pon ingat jgk ape aku buat dulu zaman kecik2. Haha! Shhhh....

p/s : trying to relax now and suddenly i enjoyed listening to Broery Marantika. Soothing.....