Dysfunction

Bila dunia dah terlebih maju, it leads to dysfunction system on earth. The nature is changing and kononye its peoples right. Yeah right! Everyone is fighting for individualism and now everywhere people is talking and encouraging people not to be afraid of yourself. Then it leads to people being gay and lesbian which is totally against the nature. God has created us as men and women and we need to find the opposite partner and there is no such thing as same sex lover. I mean not to that extend until you decide to get married with your same sex partner and involve in dysfunction sex activity. The world is getting weirder then ever!

Skrg, secara terbuka orang senang je admit that they are lesbian by putting their photos on facebook and thinking that there's nothing to be afraid of. Well at least have the respect to god. It is so bizzare! Celebrity pon makin byk yang mengaku. Ellen, Elton John, Lance, Clay and so on. Yang kelakarnye tu, this people bole ckp diorg dah dilahirkan mcm tu. So what? Now you blame to god? Wake up! Stop pin point at others and start blame it to yourself! Maybe theres an external factor but the main reason that you became like that is yourself cause you are the one who decide your path to be like that.

I will never support in same sex marriage! Im tottally against it! Its better that you become a loner instead of turning to something that you are no suppose to! Even when people tease and make fun of you, even when everyone is against you, you still have god. So people just stop all this stupid ridiculous activity of being gay and lesbian! God still love you so you dont have to change your sex! Clean up your mind. And if you dont believe in god's existence, then you can go to hell with Will Smith and Tom Cruise with their stupid scientology!!!

The Storyteller is gone

Yasmin Ahmad. Sape tak kenal dgn dia? She is one of the best director in Malaysia. All of her masterpiece is valuable and unique. Sepet, Gubra, Rabun, semua pernah menang international awards. Aku pon suke jugak karya Yasmin especially Sepet. Petronas commercial yang idea dia pon aku suke. Everytime dah nak Hari Raya or Hari Merdeka mmg aku slalu tunggu2 iklan Petronas hasil kerja Yasmin. I like Tan Hong Ming commercial the most! But now she is gone and left us wanting for more. People are gonna miss all her unique creative idea.

Compared to other film director, Yasmin is unique. Hasil karya dia pon very unique and lain dari yang lain. Trademark dia ni satu je. Menyatukan all different races in Malaysia which is good. Dalam filem2 dia ni, ada je semua kaum like Malay, Chinese and Indian. For example in Sepet, Orked a malay girl fall in love with a chinese guy. Dalam cerite Tale n Time pon Yasmin x fokus pada kaum melayu cuz involved sekali family India. Iklan2 Petronas pon Yasmin mengetengahkan semua kaum equally. Sapa lagi film director yang buat mcm tu? She used to said that everyone deserve to be treated equally. This is the medium how to teach people. She believed that media is a medium to teach people how to be man again.

Filem2 dia penuh dengan message and moral values and also cultures. Filem dia simple je and truly shows the reality of Malaysia. Pelakon2 yang dia pilih pon muka2 biase. Setengah director filem tu nak muka pan asian je cuz nak drama laku. Buat ape kan? When i watched Yasmin's films and ads, aku bole tau yang ini karya orang melayu and orang Malaysia.Cause most of filem melayu sekarang dah kurang menggambarkan realiti Malaysia atau realiti melayu.

Aku mmg x minat filem2 Razak Mohaideen. For me, his film is nothing and i think dia buat filem is just for the money. Not because of his passion and just see the result. Filem dia penuh dgn pelakon yang langsung dont know how to act but they are choosen because they are famous. For example filem2 dia penuh dgn bintang2 Akademi Fantasia yang x reti berlakon. I've seen a few of his film and i have no idea what was he thinking. Banyak lagi pelakon yang bagus but why nak kutip Akademi Fantasia plak? because he want his film to be box office and he couldnt care less about the quality of the film.

Banyak pengiat seni yang mengkritik hasil kerja Yasmin yang kononnye terlalu open about bende2 yang sensitif. Bile aku fikir balik ade la a few things yang for me agak open. Tapi kalau sampai nak haramkan filem dia tu aku rase dah melebih la. Until now i havent watch filem Muallaf and i heard that it is good. Its a big lost to the industry. What happen next bile one of the best director is gone? She is the storyteller. She is truly something. The truth is im gonna miss her brilliant work. For those who want to involve in the industry, Yasmin is the best role model. In fact i also looked up to her. Gone too soon.

I need a vacation...

Anyone? Seriously i cant wait any longer. I really want to go there. Not only Los Angeles, i also want to visit the Eiffel Tower, Rome, Switzerland, Australia but when? Dah la nak pergi sana ticket je dah mahal nak mampos. Belum belanja kat sana lagi. Sigh... Sometimes i used this reason to motivate myself to study hard so i can get a very good job and great salary then i can go wherever i want without worrying about money! Wah! Alangkah seronoknye! But i know it takes times. No easy way to achieve anything right? Sometimes rase jealous plak tgk kawan2 yang study in overseas. They gained a new experience and i really want that to happen to me. But too bad i didnt have guts to do it. I cant imagine myself in other country alone and dont know what to do.

Mmg la seronok pegi oversea cause no one will ever judge you cause nobody cares. I can do whatever i want. But i know that i will miss my family and friends so much that i rather stay here in my own country. I really hope that one day i can go to Hollywood! I want to see the Hollywood Sign, The Universal Studio, Walk of Fame. I want to see other cultures because i think learning about other cultures is very interesting because each of it is unique in their own way.

Kalau la jadi aku pegi LA aku nak pegi time Summer. Sure happening siot! haha. Sabar wanie. Thats what i keep telling myself over and over again. I also want to go Amsterdam nak tgk bunga tulip kat sane. Cantik weyh! Mcm dalam fairy garden. Its very colorful and tulip is my favorite flower! Filem hindustan slalu shooting kat sana cause tempat tu mmg cantik. Kalau ada lagu hindustan kat taman bunga besar2 tu dekat Amsterdam la. Nama taman tu Keukenhof. Once i watched a documentary about it in Majalah 3. Bengang je aku tgk host Majalah 3 tu free2 je dpt g sane! I want to go too! Seriously i need a vacation. Isnt this beautiful??!

Shout Awards da bomb!

So Shout Award is over and one thing i can say is 8tv nails it! not only that, the performances is also awesome. At first i admit im being a bit sceptical because i never heard of any band like Pesawat, Caprice and so on. I assumed i might get bored and maybe i will just watch it just to know who grabs the award but i watched it just now from the beginning till the end and i totally enjoyed it to the bits! The graphic the visuals, everything is awesome! Totally like MTV awards and it is like world class award. This is the most happening award show i have ever watched in Malaysia. I mean it! Credits to 8TV team for the huge success of this Shout Award.

But i believe that it is hard to make everything perfect especially this is the first time Shout Award exists. Ade la jugak a few technical problem here and there but they covered it in a professional way and i totally salute that. But to be honest mane ade award show yang perfect betul tak? For me the opening is a bit kelam kabut and i think they can do much better but i praised them for trying to make a unique performance. The host is Sarah, Jien and my favorite Marion Caunter and they done a great job! Simply relax, stylish and professional without trying to hard to be good which is great!

Based on what i have seen just now, i never knew that Malaysia have many talented people and i enjoyed watching performance by Joe Flizzow and Caprice the most! Their song is so cool! I download it in Ares immediately after i watched it! Once i read in newspaper and one reporter interviewed that Ahmad Izham Omar the kepala of this Shout Award and the reporter asked him why the band that will perform is not familiar and he said this is the way to make Malaysia know that we have so much talented people around and they want this talented people to show their talent and to be recognised by others and it works! Before this i have no idea bout them but now i kindda like their song!

But one thing i dont really agree is if they said that award ni untuk menunjukkan kehebatan the local artist, why the hell invite Sean Kingston to perform as well? If they believe that we are really good, then i think tak perlu lah nak ajak artis luar datang all the way from Miami to perform and to make it worse he lip sing! Aku pon bole kalau mcm tu! At least the local artist nyanyi live and not miming like Sean Kingston. Confirm 8tv bayar thousand of dollars for him but for what? for miming? Whats the point? I dont really enjoy his performance cause i think its pretty average for someone like him who has made it huge in Hollywood. Tadi pon Sean Kingston like so terpinga2 dont know what to do and where to walk and what to say. I dont know whose fault is that maybe its him or maybe 8tv. Mungkin salah dia cuz x dtg rehersal or maybe he didnt know where is the microphone. Maybe salah 8tv jugak cause x explain clearly to him what to. So i dont know who should be blame. Luckily Marion cepat2 covered it up and everything is ok again. Sean Kingston is the presenter for the Flava Award and it goes to Joe Flizzow. Mase Joe bagi speech, muke Sean Kingston mcm something wrong je like he have no idea who the hell is this Joe. Macam la dia bagus sgt, nyanyi pun miming je!

I respect dekat Dynas, Sazzy Falak, Sheila Majid and the rest of the artist yang berpakaian sopan that night. And Dynas won the Stylo Award. She looked as stunning as always in that outfit which for me its beautiful and proper for an award show like this. Ingat sikit ye ni kat Malaysia. Nak global mcm mane pon ade certain things yang kite still kene berpijak di negara sendiri. Sheila Majid also looked so beautiful in that black outfit and also Sazzy Falak. Im tired of seeing Malaysian artist with their tube dress and super short skirt that totally above the knee. Pakai la yang panjang sket and cover la sket their chest kan. But at least Dynas has proved that you dont have to wear skimpy clothes just to be sexay and beautiful. I like that.

For best on screen chemistry award goes to Upin and Ipin. I voted for them and they won! That little girl has the cutest voice ever! I taught they're gonna lose it to Liyana Jasmay and Zahiril Adzim from Kami or to Cheryl Samad and Naz from Ghost but i actually surprised that they won! For me Upin and Ipin is the greatest 3d animation made in Malaysia and im very proud because back then i only watched Usop Sontorian! haha!

Marion Caunter won for Hot Chick award and of course my vote is counted. But i really like her speech when she got the award. She thanked her family, and fans who supported her and also she didnt forget to thanked her make up artist because she said that the make up artist is the one who help her with the make up and stuff and she said that without the make up artist she wont looked as hot as she is. How down to earth is that. At least she knows that without a make up she is nothing. Way to go for her!

Overall for me Shout Award is a success. It is fresh and unique kind of award show compared to other award shows in Malaysia. I really hope that next year there will be Shout Award again and hopefully with way better performances and better outfit. Seriously i enjoyed watching it. If all the performances and the background music is totally by local artist then it is way better. Can you imagine if all the artist wear something more covering and more proper, people can respect us because it shows that no matter how global we are and how we have developed, we still preserve our culture and values. That is something valuable.

Nur Kasih superb!

Skrg ni ade satu drama yang mmg aku betul2 minat sgt kat Tv3. Drama Nur Kasih lakonan Remy Ishak, Fizz Fairuz, Sharifah Sofea, Umi Nazirah dan ramai lagi. Every friday nite i never forgot to watched it on tv3. I actually missed the first , second and third episode but thank god now zaman dah canggih. Skrg dah ade website tv3 so whenever i missed any episode of tv3 drama, i can still watch it online later and not only tv program from tv 3 but also from ntv7, 8tv and tv9. How cool is that! Drama Nur Kasih ni for me is very good and unique.

Cerita drama ni berunsurkan islamik. Mane nak jumpe lagi kat tv skrg ni yg ade drama berunsurkan agama macam ni? Im bored with all this malay drama yang terlalu nak ikut drama2 luar. No identity at all. I rather watch this drama instead of Blogger Boy cause for me drama Blogger Boy tu is way too pathetic. Drama tu for me x de identity and terlalu Urban for some people. Apa message yang kita bole dapat from Blogger Boy? Hmm let me think, boy and girl duduk serumah is ok. Salah la message yang diorg nak sampaikan ni. Tapi kalau drama Nur Kasih ni mcm2 moral values that we can get even islamic values.

Drama ni menunjukkan the reality and the identity of Malaysia as an Islamic country. At least ade scene yang di masjid, orang mengaji and wanita bertudung. Kalau drama melayu yang lain slalu je la scene dekat club, gig, coffee house mcm dah cool habis la. Kalau org luar tgk pon org tak tau ni drama made in Malaysia. Seriosuly, aku dah bosan dgn drama melayu yang ada kat tv skrg. Makin mencelup, makin menyedihkan and makin merepek. Nasib baik ada lagi drama mcm Nur Kasih ni ditontonkan di tv. Hopefuly after this lebih ramai lagi la drama2 mcm ni yang akan wujud. Sudah2 la buat drama mcm Gol and Gincu, Sindarela, Blogger Boy. For me, drama Sindarela itu biase2 je la tapi seluar yang Sharifah Amani si Zoela tu pakai x bole pendek lagi ke weyh? Bukan ke ade rules do and donts utk tv program? I think ade rules yang mengatakan x bole pakai seksi sgt so actually ape dah jadi ni? Org yang menapis drama2 ni x buat kerja ke? Mcm mane drama2 mcm ni bole terlepas? Tgk movie skrg pon mcm KL drift dgn Rempit, smua girls dalam tu pakai seksi sgt la.

Enough of using the reason tu educate people and to give people a lesson because aku rase sape yang menonton filem panas mcm ni bukan dpt pengajaran. Aku rase lagi rosak ade la. Betul tak? There is a lot of ways to give people a good message and this is not the way. Jangan gunakan itu sebagai alasan because deep down director movie2 panas ni menggunakan tactic kotor to pancing people to watch their movie. Kalau letak girls yang hot2 beraksi hot2 jgk dalam movie, confirm la box office! Lelaki smua suka tgk drama2 mcm ni. So ape yang nak dibanggakan sgt kalau drama diorg dpt box office dgn tactic mcm ni? Jangan jadi mcm Sandra Bullock yang sanggup naked just to make sure that her movie become box office. Pathetic!

Drama Nur Kasih ni aku suke jugak cuz hero and heroin nye bukan la pelakon2 pan asian yang bakat pun ntah kemana. Drama ni menggunakan muka2 yang pure melayu and sgt berbakat. Contohnya Fizz Fairuz. Dia melakonkan watak seorg ustaz and he is very talented. Everytime when i watched him on tv, i feel so calm. That means he nails it! Same goes to Remy Ishak. Dia ni pon mmg aku bole ckp muka hero baru drama melayu la cuz muka dia ni mmg pure melayu and also talented. I juz love to watched him on Nur Kasih. Kalau dulu, org kenal Rosyam Nor i believed that Remy Ishak is the new Rosyam Nor. I know that lepas ni sure nama dia makin naik cuz mmg ramai yang suke dgn lakonan dia ni.

Cinematography drama ni pon superb! aku sangat suke tgk mcm mane diorg shoot movie ni. Sgt cantik dan unique. Drama2 melayu yang lain belom pernah yang ade cinematography secantik drama ni. Cerite ni ade jgk shooting in Mesir and Australia and ade jgk kat kawasan kampung. Tapi mmg layan jgk la tgk sebab mmg cantik. Director drama ni Khabir Bhatia and mmg confirm la bagus cause dia ni mmg power dalam buat movie. His idea is very fresh and original. Thats how i like it. Hopefuly lepas ni byk lagi la drama2 melayu yang berkualiti mcm ni. Not only berquality but also ber identity and original. Sudah2 la dgn nak buat drama yang terlalu global sangat. Not to that extent la kalau nak tunjuk urban pon kan. Sometimes kena ingat jugak kalau dah melayu tu melayu jgk. Whatever it is this is just my opinion.

Shout Awards

Hey people! Ok, i guess almost everyone knows that Shout Award is just around the corner. Ok, sure u guys pon tau Shout Awards ni special sket cause its more like an MTV movie awards because theres a category for hot chick award and hot guy award. Also stylo award. This award show is a fresh idea from 8TV to make something that is different compare to other award show before. I mean, sebelum ni there's no such award. That night, i heard that Sean Kingston will perform on the stage! Wow, seriously i cant wait to watch! Hopefuly he's going to sing his latest song Fire Burning. I love that song so much!!

Ok, speaking of award show, hmm, there's one thing that im going to observe. Well, since 8tv like i said before are more for the urban's, maybe they want to make the award show looks like a global class show like any of Hollywood show. Hopefuly, x de la peformance yg terlalu celup2 idea western kan. Aku mmg x suke org yg terlalu nak celup2 western ni! haha. And one more thing, i really cant wait to see what the celebs gonna wear that night! Ye lah kan since there's an award for being stylo, i guess sure ade a few celeb yg nak pakai outfit as skimpy as they can to look stylo. Way too pathetic ok!

Im sure that night a few of big name like Sazzy Falak, Fazura, Maya Karin, Fasha Sandha, Liyana Jasmay and others will come cause they are nominated. I really hope that they will wear something that is more suitable. Lately, artis malaysia ni dah semakin berani and semakin nak perasan jadi mat salleh. Adui, nyampah ok! Rambut slau nak color2. Sometimes yang nak buat aku tergelak tu kulit gelap but nak color rambut warna blonde. Ape tu weyh?!! Malu la sikit. Nowadays, selalu sangat nampak artis melayu pakai tube dress and starting to exposed their clevage! Omg. zaman dulu2 x de pon macam tu ok. There's one time aku just tgk2 balik magazine zaman aku sekolah dulu tahun 2001, 2002, smua pakai yang sopan. Or at least baju ber sleeve and no clevage sana sini. But now, tengok je la award show yang pernah ade before this. Geleng kepala je aku. Kalau dulu org pakai sexy kene tegur, but now, showing clevage and wearing tube dress is normal. Diorg ni x malu ke pakai mcm tu? Aku pon pelik. Kadang tu bile pakai baju yang x de sleeve and bile dia angkat tangan, hmmm, ketiaknye x bole hitam lagi ke weyh? Lutut diorg pon berkarat and berdaki pon nak pakai short skirt. Pakai la elok2 sikit. Tak yah la nak ikut style western sgt.

Please dont take this for granted. Some people might think that it is a small issue. Tapi, kalau dibiarkan, can u just imagine what our award show will look like in next 20 years? Silap2 nnt ade anak sape2 yang nyanyi kat atas stage just wearing bra just like Katy Perry and Lady Gaga. Seriously i dont want that! I dont want my future kids to live in that kind of environment. Hopefuly 8tv ade la bagi dress code for them yang akan attend the award show. Bukannye ape, diorg ni public figure, berpengaruh, they have the power to shape the culture. Pikir la juga what will happen dalam jangka masa panjang kan. Jangan amik mudah je benda2 macam ni.

Jangan lupe yang even when Malaysia ni terkenal dengan banayak agama dan bangsa, but still Malaysia is well know as an Islamic country. So, tunjuk kan lah the identity. Orang luar pun bole respect kita kalau kita sama2 membangun setaraf dengan negara maju yang lain without losing our identity. Ok then. Hopefuly Shout Award will be DA BOMB!! Cant wait :)

King of Pop

Im still in shocked about the death of Michael Jackson. Last Friday morning went i woke up, i log in to my facebook and i cant believe what i saw posted by my friend that Michael is gone. Terdiam aku sekejap and i was staring at the screen hoping that i was imagining things but then i googled it and it is true that he is gone. What can i say, everyone love him and it is all too sudden. Especially when theres a comeback concert for him. Susah aku nak describe about Michael Jackson. One thing for sure, he is one in a million. Its hard to find someone like him as an entertainer and he has contributed a lot to this world with his good deeds and his songs. But its normal that people can be jealous with all the attention that people give to him. I never believe about all the stupid rumors about him that said he molested children. Never! I know that he will never do that. He love kids. He believe that when he see childrens, he see gods face. Ok enough of that.

Aku ni mmg emotional sket even when im not related at all with Michael Jackson. But i love his style, his song. My favorite is Beat It and Billie Jean. Both of that songs is classic to me and i never remove that song from my itunes player. Suke jgk tgk music video for that songs too. Infact, im listening to beat it right now. Its been 5 days i think since the news about Michael spread all over the world and still it is in newspaper. Itu menunjukkan yang Michael Jackson is somebody. I wonder how the world reacted when Elvis died years ago cause he is also a legend. But i believe that even when Michael Jackson is gone, his music will still remain with us. I mean its Michael Jackson for crying out loud.

I wonder what Eminem think of this news about Michael. Eminem ni kan suke mengutuk Michael mcm la dia bagus sgt. Have you watch his music video Just Lose It? sakit hati aku tgk. Ape masalah dia nak buat mcm tu kat Michael. Sure dia nyampah tgk all the attention given to Michael lepas dia mati. Rasenye bile Eminem mati ade ke kecoh mcm Michael Jackson mati? Haha, i dont think so!

Theres a rumor that said Michael has convert to Islam according to his brother Jermaine. Well, i hope it is true. At least dia mati dalam islam. What a perfect way to leave this world by converting to the true religion overall. Theres a witness that said Michael dah pun mengucap utk masuk Islam. Hopefuly betul la. Now aku tgh tunggu mcm mane cara pengebumian dia nanti. Is it mengikut cara Islam or cara Christian. Of course la parents dia nak masuk campur kan and problemnye there's no black and white evidence that said Michael dah tukar agama. So, we will just have to wait and see.

Susah nak jumpe org mcm Michael lg. He is very energetic, down to earth and very talented. From generation to generation, smua org pernah dgr lagu Michael. Even my mom. He truly has give a huge impact to this world with his pop music. People never call him Jacko for nothing! Everytime when i heard You Are Not Alone, i almost cry. I love that song and also Heal The World. He is truly something. Im gonna miss him. Im gonna miss his style, his voice, his performance, everything! But i think he is happy now from where he is because he finally knows that lots of people love and care about him. Including me. Rest In Peace Michael. You Are Not Alone.

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