Ole ole ole!!!

Hello everyone! its been awhile since the last time i update my blog. Been busy with my practical training and i dont know what to blog about but.... since now, is the world cup fever, i have so many things to tell u. Hehehe. First of all, im a loyal fan of England of course. Always was and always will! Im a bit frustrated that my man, Michael Owen didnt join it this time but its okey. England still have Rooney, Aaron, Lampard, Terry and Gerrard.

Im a bit disappointed when i watched the two games. Especially England vs Algeria. Man, not even one goal! But its ok. Tonight England will play against Slovenia. Many people predicted that England will go down tonight but im still gonna watch it! hopefuly they will win big tonight! Miracle do exist huh? ehehehe

World cup is only 4 years once so when the time has finally come, all football lover are so excited about it. They dont mind to stay up late at night just to watch their favorite team play. Including me. Especially im doing my practical now and i have some time to watch it at night.

I still remember the first time i actually watched it. It was in 2002 and i was 15 that time. Actually im not a big fan of football actually but i still remember what makes me like it until now. On that time, im still dating with my ex boyfriend and he's my first boyfriend. His name is Haziq. We usually see each other at the MPPJ national library. That was like our official spot to date. Nerd!! hahaha. Then obviously when i was there, i never study. I mean not all the time. So, when the World cup was on tv live, me and haziq and some of his friends and my friends went to the cafe to watch it together. At first i just followed them without any intention to actually watch it but later, i find it very exciting to watch. So that was the first time i support England and Michael Owen.

The next world cup was on 2006 and i was 19 that time. I was still studying in matric uia that time. And i still remember the final match, Italy vs France was at night and the next day is the first day of new semester. That night i was in matric and i taught i will miss it cuz theres no way the cafe will still open at 2 in the morning. So, feeling frustrated that i cant watch the final game, i went to sleep. Then one of my roomate woke me up in the middle of the night and she said that people are watching the game at the field from the big screen. I jumped from my bed, wore my jubah and tudung and i grabbed the newspaper for me to seat, then i went to the field. Theres like hundreds of student there sitting and enjoying the game and too bad i missed the first half but its better than nothing right? So i sat there with Azah, my roomate and we both support France and that was the time when Zidane headbutt incident happened during the extra time. It was loud and its getting wild when Italy finally won the World cup. Everyone are jumping and running like crazey! It was fun! i still remember it until now!

And now the world cup has finally come again and believe it or not im 23 now! Argh, im old! if only the world cup is an annual event! hahaha! so the next time when i watch it, i'll be......27? damn u numbers! This year, no Owen, no Beckham, no Ferdinand. Shit lah! but i still watched it and im excited to watch it tonight.

Speaking of that, damn i hate it when people telling me that im too childish to watch football that i only watch it just to see all the hot player. So wut? who are they to tell me what i can do and what i cant? Yes, i admit that i dont know anything about football. Zero knowledge about the game. The things that makes me love to watch it because of the quality time that we can spend together with family and friends when we watch it. I love the environment when everyone are excited about it. The fact that people are willing to wake up at night to watch it. The anxious feeling when u watched it. Thats why i like it. So screw u people who said that. Like u are so pro to talk about it. Oh yeah, i cant wait to see Brazil lose this time! hahahahahah

p/s : Finger cross! England do your 'Thang!'

Diary

Last night, i got nothing else to do but im not sleepy yet. So, i decided to read my old diaries. I mean really old. As early as im 14 years old. So, basically diary tu dah almost 10 years. Mase baca tu ade la gelak sorang2 cuz teringat balik zaman jahilliyah. So many funny things happened that i jotted it down. But one thing that i hate when i read my diary is, it reminds me back of how stupid i am.

Ive done lots of stupid things years back when i was teenager. Sometimes i cant accept it and i wish i can go back to that time. And when i read back all my resolutions, i end up crying like hell cuz most of it never happen although im almost 23 yrs old now. I got goosebumps when i read it. I feel like it was yesterday everything happened. Time is running so fast i didnt realize it.

Sedih sgt bila life yg kita nak sgt when we're not teenagers, kita x dpt. I taught life will be so much better when we get older. Thats what i taught when i was teenagers. When i was in school. I said to myself, its okey. My life will be better any years from now. Its not like im not happy with what i have achieved so far but i feel like there are lots of things i didnt accomplish and i dont think i can anytime from now. Hmm, how?

I wanna play the guitar, the piano, the drum. Hmm, but i blamed myself. Aku ni nak mcm2 but i dont wanna work for it. Hmm, thats why la. Kalau betul2 nak, sure i'll work for it but aku ni kuat berangan je. How? But one thing for sure yang paling aku nak, aku nak travel all around the world but wheres the money la?? duit x de?? sape nak belanje? haha.


P/s : My diary collection dah bole buat library. Bila baca, seronok ada, sakit hati pun ada.....