Adorable princess Qila

Kampung tercinta!

Ok so Raya celebration is over. I mean the first week cuz now is the time where everyone are so busy with their open house. Ye lah, kata orang kita puasa sebulan so raya pun sebulan lah. Hahaha. Had so much fun spending time with my family and cousins. Its hard for us to meet up so Hari Raya is the perfect time where we can all get together and of course gossiping! Hahaha.

I have a new addiction. Her name is Aqila. Abg Tahir's daughter. She's only 2 years old and she has to call me mak cik. Ummm no. Aunty would be nice.... Hehe. Omg she is the cutest thing ever! Sangat comel and sangat manja. She's ok with everyone and when she talked, her voice is super soft and super sweet. And the best part is, we share the same thick eyebrow! High five sista! hehehe. Here she is........

Dont u juz wanna bite this tiny thinggy?? Hehehehe :)

Pandai posing kan budak ni? :)

Our thick eyebrow are the limited edition. Precious! Hehehe :)

Suka buat muka comel dia! Geram lah!

I think this is like the thousand times i kissed her! hehehe :)

Smile to the camera Qila :)

P/s : I want one...... Insyallah one day. Amin :)

14 years of friendship :)

Someone that i have known for years tell me something yesterday. He said that i've transformed a lot compared to when i was in high school. At first, i dont agree at all. But to think about it again, i think he's right. But its normal right for someone to change physically or emotionally cause its been ages! Now let me introduce to you my best friends since primary school.

They've always cracked me up with their stupid jokes even until now! Hehe.

This is us in 2002

This is now :)

We've known each other for so long. From 1996 so its been 14 years!

14 years and still counting.
14 years of endless love and support.
14 years of being insanely silly.

I can actually write a biography book about them. Hehehe.

Love em lots!

Shopaholic i guess? Hmm, not good...

Well, i got one thing to confess.

Im a shopaholic!!! Crap!

Hate to admit it but thats the truth. Ive realized that before but it just that it is hard for me to actually admit it. I just cant control myself when it comes to cute tops, jeans, handbags, accessories, shoes.... Basically any pretty things that can make me look prettier i guess. Haha, who doesnt wanna look pretty right? Back when i was in high school, i couldnt care less about what i wear and stuff. I just wear anythin that i have without considering the colors, the trend and all that.

I think it all started when i enter matriculation center when i was 18 back in 2005. Well that was the first time i live on my own. I mean partially. I have my own money for crying out loud! Its not like my parents never give money to me but they usually give it just enough for me to use it in school so i never have the chance to pick my own clothes back when i was teenager. My mum usually is the one who pick it for me and i never complain anything about it.

When i was 18, i started to hang out with my friends at the mall and for the first time, i can choose what ever i wanna wear. And that feeling is goooood. I started to know what i like, what kind of fashion that i prefer and stuff. I began to read fashion magazines and looked up to celebrity especially from Hollywood to know what is the in thing right now.

To be honest, even when i was 16, i have no idea what the hell is flip flop! I taught its some kind of like a candy or something. Haha, call me pathetic!

This is Flip Flop Wanie!! :)

Currently, im addicted to skinny jeans! Cant get enough of it. But one thing for sure, im not the crazee bitch who are so obsessed with branded stuff. I dont mind to mix and match. From Jusco to Zara, i dont mind. Seriously. If u realize, most of people have more clothes compared to jeans and pants. And why is that? I really dont know. Usually, if someone have 20 clothes to wear for leisure and stuff, they only have about 3 or 4 jeans only! They might have this kind of thinking that people dont really noticed what you wear except for your tops. I think they're wrong! I think people do notice if u keep wearing the same jeans again and again! At least i know that i noticed and it really bugs me!

I think if you have 20 clothes, then you gotta have about 10 jeans to match with it. Hahaha, hows that? Call me crazee but thats what i think when it comes to fashion. I cant stand to use the same jeans again and again. I can easily get bored! Currently, i think i have about 15 jeans in my closet and i still want more! From black, blue, grey, you name it. I have it! Skinny and straight cut. I love all of my jeans! See, how shopaholic i can be? Told ya!

P/s : Not good Wanie, not good.... But the satisfaction of having it is beyond everything!

Perempuan

To all women out there, this is for you. Never be too hard on yourself :)

Jangan menghukum orang hanya untuk merasakan diri itu hebat. Mereka ada cerita tersendiri. Biarlah Yang Maha Pencipta yang menghakimi dan menghukum.

Jangan dipanggil perempuan itu perempuan murahan,

Jika kaum lelaki belum tentu boleh membimbing,

Katanya kaum perempuan kaum yang lemah,

Katanya kaum lelaki ketua dan gagah

Jadi mengapa kaum lelaki jatuh jua?

Dimanakah sifatnya lelaki yang dikatakan seorang pembimbing,

Bagaimana mahu menjadi pembimbing jika lelaki juga yang perosak?

Kaum wanita menjadi mangsa,

Mengadaikan segalanya untuk terus disayangi,

Tapi sayang, lelaki tidak pernah mengenal erti puas,

Mementingkan diri sendiri untuk kepuasan yang melampau,

Ditinggalkan selepas habis manisnya,

Diri belum tentu baik, tetapi mahu memperisterikan yang mulia?

Sungguh kejam, sungguh tidak adil,

Menjadi insan yang lemah dan tak berdaya,

Ditindas dengan kaum lelaki yang dikatakan pembimbing,

Sudahnya, lelaki terus menghukum

Dan perempuan terus menyalahkan diri sendiri

Dan sesalan adalah selamanya

Kenangan indah kekal selamanya,

Walaupun dirinya sudah dikotori,

Mungking esok masih ada cahaya indah matahari.

Sayangilah aku kerana aku seorang perempuan. Bukan kerana aku pemuas nafsu jantan.