Tal Y Como Soy: November 2010

Thursday, November 25, 2010

100 questions to kill the time :)

Are you an innie or an outie? Depends on my mood but mostly outie
Have you ever written a song? Yeah but juz a words and thoughts and there's no melody
Can you make change for a dollar right now? Yeah
Have you ever been in the opposite sex's public toilet? Yep, i think once. I really need to pee and i cant find female toilet so i simply entered male toilet. Luckily, there's no one!
Have you ever written a poem? Yes, since i was 15 :)
Do you like ketchup on or beside your fries? Beside of course
Have you ever been a boy/girl scout? Never
Have you ever written a book? Nope. Maybe someday. A book about me maybe? :P
Have you ever broken a mirror? Cant remember
Are you superstitious? Sometimes, but not that hard core like some people. But i do believe in the unseen things
What is your biggest pet peeve? Cats! They are needy and not cute. I used to have one and after he died, no one can replace him :(
Do you slurp your drink after it's gone? Yeah. Hehehe...
Have you ever blown bubbles in your milk? Ummmm... what for?
Would you rather eat a Big Mac or a Whopper? Double Cheese Burger lah!!
Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? No
Would you ever parachute out of a plane? Hell no! Too scared to do that!
What's the most daring thing you've done? Owh, i dont need to mention it here okay.
When you are at the grocery store, do you ask for paper or plastic? hmmm, plastic. Its a habit
True or False: You would rather eat steak than pizza. - Nah, i dont usually eat steak. Gimme Pizza plz!!
Did you have a baby blanket? Used to. Not anymore. But im not sure if my mom still keep it.
Have you ever tried to cut your own hair? Yeah. I did that when i was 18 whenever im feeling depressed. Its how i deal with it. Weird huh? But ever since that, i cant remember when was the last time i get a hair cut at a salon cuz i cut it myself. My hair is curly so its easy!
How did that turn out? Juz nice and saving!
Have you ever sleepwalked? Nope, i dont think so
Have you ever had a birthday party at McDonalds? No, but i think that sounds fun! Hehehe
Can you flip your eye-lids up? Yeah when i was a kid. Im not sure if i can do that now. Maybe i watched too much of horror movie and im scared to do that!!
Are you double jointed? What???
If you could be any age, what age would you be? 15 :)
Have you ever gotten gum stuck in your hair? No. Thank you
Do you ride roller coasters? Love it! Hahahaha :)
What's your favorite carnival ride? Roller coaster of course!
What is your dream car? None. I know nothing about car!
What is your favorite cartoon of all time? Lots. But if i really have to pick, it will b Tom n Jerry. and also Donald Duck. I really love it when Donald's get mad!! Hahahaha...
Have you ever eaten a dog biscuit? Ewwwww, no la!!
If so, would you eat another one? No thanx
If you were in a car sinking in a lake, what would you do first? Try to unbuckle the seat belt and open the damn door and swim to the surface. Oh god, plz dont let it happen to me!!
Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? Never
Can you pick something up with your toes? Yeah... pen?
How many remote controls do you have in your house? Omg, what kind of question is this> Of course i dont know.
Have you ever fallen asleep in school? Its like my part time job la.... hehehe
How many times have you flown in an airplane in the last year? last year? Mayb once
How many foreign countries have you visited? Mekah, Madinah, Turkey, Phuket, Indonesia. I think thats all.
If you were out of shape, would you compete in a triathlon if you were somehow guaranteed to win a big, gaudy medal? I dont think soooooo
Would you rather be rich and unhappy, or poor and happy? Poor and happy. But not that poor lah. hehe
If you fell into quicksand, would you try to swim or try to float? Float?
Do you ask for directions when you are lost? If i have to...
Have you ever held a Mexican jumping bean? Whats that???
Are you more like Cinderella or Alice in Wonderland? Im more like.....me? hehehe
Would you rather have an ant farm with no ants or a box of crayons with broken points? Wtf? I'd rather have none! hahaha
Do you prefer light or dark bread? anything goes...
Do you prefer scrambled or fried eggs? both!! yummeh!
Have you ever been in a car that ran out of gas? Cant recall, but i think no
Do you talk in your sleep? Maybe. No idea lah
Would you rather shovel snow or mow the lawn? Mow the lawn :)
Have you ever played in the rain? Of course!!! years ago :)
Did you make mud pies? nah.....
Have you ever broken a bone? weyyyyy! Nope. and hopefully never..
Would you climb a very high tree to save a kitten? kitten? nah.... hehehe
Can you tell the difference between a crocodile and an alligator? not really... alligator might b small? is it?
Do you drink pepsi or coke? I dont drink both!
What's your favorite number? 23 :)
If you were a car, would you be an SUV or a sports car? sports car?
Have you ever accidentally taken something from a hotel? yeah... the card :)
Have you ever slipped in the bathtub? yeah.. hehehe
Do you use regular or deodorant soap? regular soap
Have you ever locked yourself out of the house? yeah.. its sooo funny!
Would you rather make your living as a singing cowboy or as one of the Simpsons voices? Simpsons voice! Cowboy voice can b annoying sumtimes...
If you could invite any movie star to your home for dinner, who would it be? The Olsen!!!
Do you need corrective lenses? Think so, but im fine...
Would you hang out with / date someone your best friend didn't like? Yeah, its my choice.
Would you hang out with someone your best friend liked, but you didn't like? Maybe..
Have you ever returned a gift? No. no reason to do that.
Would you give someone else a gift that had been given to you? No, that will b kindda rude.
If you could attend an Olympic Event, what would it be? Gymnastic :)
If you could participate in an Olympic Event, what would it be? Swimming? Hehehehe
How many pairs of shoes do you own? Now? about 10..
If your grandmother gave you a gift that you already have, would you tell her? Yeah
Do you sing in the car? Hell yeah. Thats what i do most of the time. I'll b sooo sleepy if theres no music while im driving!
What is your favorite breed of dog? Dunno
Would you donate money to feed starving animals in the winter? Yeah why not..
What is your favorite fruit? Grapes, Strawberry
What is your least favorite fruit? Cant recall
What kind of fruit have you never had? Cant recall
If you won a $5,000 shopping spree to any store, which store would you pick? ZARA!!!
What brand sports apparel do you wear the most? Im not into sports lahhhhh
Are/were you a good student? Were... maybe..
Among your friends, who could you arm wrestle and beat? None, cuz im super weak! hehe
If you had to choose, what branch of the military would you be in? no thanx!
What do you think is your best feature? My eyes :) My smile :)
If you were to win a Grammy, what kind of music would it be for? POP :)
If you were to win an Oscar, what kind of movie would it be for? Romantic comedy. hehehe
What is your favorite season? Malaysia got no season so i like September cuz its my birthday!! :)
How many members do you have in your immediate family? immediate family? family is it? errrr.... 5
Which of the five senses is most important to you? All are important :)
Would you be a more successful painter or singer? Maybe singer.
How many years will/did you end up going to college? 5 years maybe
Have you ever had surgery? Nope
Would you rather be a professional figure skater or professional football player? Football player!!!
What do you like to collect? Songs, dvd's, handbags, accessories :)
How many collectibles do you have? Cant remember
What one question would you add to this survey? Who are you? I am ME :)

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Random Question

Do u still remember the time when Friendster is sooo famous and everyone kept posting about random question and asnwer on their home page? Well, its been ages since the last time i did that. I was looking at someone's blog and i saw there's a lot of random questions so i juz wanna fill the time. Here it goes :

Give me the names of 3 objects or things you love most and why?
My Serena(laptop), My Rebecka (car), My Regina(Handphone)... Cant live without it. And of course my jeans, clothes, shoes and handbags.... So many things that i love in my room lah...

Do you dream?
Yeah, its beyond my control. Sometimes i enjoyed it, sometimes i dont cuz it can be super scary!

Can you remember your last dream?
Ummm... yeah. It is scary. And weird in a way...

What are your goals in life?
To be the best version of myself even with flaws and mistakes.

How would you describe yourself?
Friendly, caring, cheerful, cute? Woooo did i juz mentioned all the good things? Hahaha :P

Tell me about your childhood?
I have some bad and sweet memories but i try not to blame anyone for that. I mean, i cant change it. Whats done is done right?

Give me 3 places you would like to go on a vacation?
A lot! But if i really have to choose 3, then it will be New York, Los Angeles and Paris. Can i add one more? Italy!!

Describe any accident you have seen or heard about?
My ex bf's brother Hadri got an accident last July and he passed away. Its a shame and a tragic lost actually cause he was asleep while driving and he got knocked into a lorry. Rest in peace Hadri.

When was the year you were the most happy and why?
15. First love and lots of great friends. I was a teenager that time. My life is not that great but it has lots of sweet memories. So definitely 2002 :)

When was the year you were not so happy and why?
2005 and 2006. Some shit happened but at least i still got my friends to keep me smiling. It was a terrible year for me and i wont forget it.

What turns you on about the opposite sex?
When they're so caring, sweet and funny

What turns you off about the opposite sex?
Show off, bad temper, sweet talker

What scares you the most and why?
Future. Cause my mind kept thinking that something bad will happen and i dont know if im ready to face it. I can be very negative sometimes...

What do you do in your free time?
Sleep? chilling with internet :)

Do you like chocolate?
Not really. But i do love Ferrero Rocher, Kinder Bueno and Daim!

Do you like rainy days or snowy winter days more?
Winter?? This is Malaysia lah.. Rainy days is okay but i dont like thunder storm!

Which is your favorite part of the human face and why?
The eyes cause it can tell so many things that the heart cant say. It can reach to your soul

What makes you bored?
Wondering what to do and you cant come up with anything!

Do you like spicy food and why?
Depends. But if its too spicy then no.

Which are your 2 favorite careers and why?
Scriptwriter cause i love to write and play with words. Or any jobs that can make u show your creativity. Involves art!

Which is the hardest thing you ever had to do?
Its a secret

Tell me about something you really regret?
When i was younger, i did lots of things without even think about the consequence.

Tell me about a mistake you made?
If its a mistake, then im gonna keep it to myself.

Tell me about someone in your family?
My lil brother is grown up. He dont want me to hold his hand when we went to the mall. Hahaha i think its cute! He's 11 and i still call him baby :)

Tell me about your favorite book, magazine or comic?
My favorite novel is by Kate Brian. She is genius! The story is juicier than Gossip Girl!

Tell me about someone you envy?
There's someone i really envy cause she has a high level of confident and i want that so bad!

Tell me about the last movie you've watched?
Life as we know it starring Josh Duhamel and Katherine Heigl. It was hilarious and of course Josh is soooooo yummy as usual! ;p

Tell me about your favourite music / song / band?
Seriously i cant pick one!

Tell me about something you would happily do again?
My last semester in UIA. They said that save the best for the last.

Name your 5 favorite foods?
Carbonara, Fried Kuey Teow, Roti Telur, Nasi Lemak, Pizza, French Fries, Vanilla Ice Cream and the list goes on........

Do you like to shop?
Hell yeah! Look at my closet!!

How often do you go online?
Most of the time when there's a connection and free time

Are you usually late, early or right on time?
Right on time i think?

Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Yep yep!

Your best friend dies, what would you do?
No idea!!

What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Friendship? i dont know lah

Are you old fashioned?
Sometimes...

If you could do anything OR wish for anything that would come true, what would you wish?
I wish that i could turn back the time. Soooo bad....

Whats your middle name?
Gorgeous?? hahahaha kiddin :)

How big is your bed?
Big enough for me to roll over and over!! :)

What music are you listening to right now?
Miley Cyrus! ;p

What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?
**** :)

What was the last thing you ate?
Red bean bun :)

Who was the last person you hugged?
My lil bro.

How is the weather right now?
Juz nice....

Okay, thats all for now. Im still bored. How la??? Should i sleep now cause i think i had too much already!! :(

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Final days

Ok, where do i start? Words cant describe how im feeling right now. I have all this mixed up emotion and i dont know how to describe it. The time has finally come. I've been ignoring it as if it wont happen but it actually is. Its the end of my final semester in UIA. So u tell me how im suppose to feel. Im tired of feeling this way but i know that things will never be the same again. I've tried to be optimistic and keep telling myself that we will still be friends and nothing gonna change. But trust me, it will :(

The last day of my school year in Assunta, im not feeling sad at all. I dont give a damn about who im gonna miss the most. All i know is that im gonna leave and start a new life without turning back. But guess what? Im really fucking miss my school days! I wish that i spend more time with them and not taking things for granted. How i wish we can go back to the old days. So, right now, even when i still have few days left before i actually leave UIA, im really sad cause i know how much im gonna miss it and all the people that i met there. All the laugh and tears that they gave me will always remain in my memories. Time flies really fast and the next thing u know, its over.

I still feel like yesterday when i enter UIA in Gombak with a high determination to be a better person. How naive was i? 4 years has taught me a lot about people and im able to see this life in a different perspective. Im not judging people anymore cause i know there's always a story behind every action. Ive seen a lot of things and it has taught me a lesson that i will always remember for years to come.

During my first year in UIA, i am invisible. I got no friends and i eat alone at the cafe. Not that im complaining but it will be much fun if u have someone who accompany you right? During my first year, all i did is juz go to class, and go back to my room, watch movie alone and sleep like there's no tomorrow. So i guess im quiet independent cause i know how to have fun alone. On that time, all i could think about is i cant wait to get out from UIA and start working.

My life in UIA started to change when i reached 2nd level. I got more friends and i no longer eating alone. I have someone now. I started received an invitation to hang out and stuff and i enjoyed every second of it. The longer im in UIA, the more i love it. I love all the people and all the smile that i got when i bummed to peoples that i know and also the lecturers. I have so many close friends now and the fact that we're going to be separate and have our own life is pretty bizarre.

I wish that no matter how far we go, we will always remain friends and still keep in touch. I dont want it to be over just like that. I know im gonna meet more friends in the future but i still wanna keep my old friends cause they mean so much to me. Some of them, ive juz know them for months only. not even half a year but i feel like i have known them for years! how i wish i know them earlier so that we can spend more time together. I guess it is true when people said that 'save the best for last'. My final days in UIA probably one of the best thing that happened in me. While i still have few days left before they're gone, im gonna spend it wisely cause i know im gonna miss them so much! Tears are not enough.

p/s : will update when i feel like updating...